Tell me what u're feeling:
9.30.2005
Don't lose yourself in your reasons!
Go to: My Bon Jovi Site!
In My Mind ---> It takes a while to learn to live in your own skin!
So... So... One more birthday coming along one more year of life I will be 22 years old that's a long way so far it's been a awesome life with the best family and friends I could EVER ask for! People like me people not so much like me but I guess I kinda get along with them anyway! The ones that understand me just by looking at me and those who just don't have a clue. Anyway what I wanted to say actually is that I am happy with myself happy for making this far happy for the wonderful year of my life ups and downs but again that's what makes life that excited to live not knowing what to expect from anything or anyone. I am fine just fine living my life the way I believe it's the best one fighting to get where I want with the help of my friends they help you get by... I still don't know what I wanna be so many things I would like to do still don't know where I want to live maybe today I do tomorrow I won't I don't believe I have found the love of my life yet but I am sure he's somewhere out there. I believe I am doing it right living and writing the story of my life every morning when I wake up feeling whatever my mood is I also think I am growing up facing some things by myself even when i don't want to sometimes. I love who I am I love who I want to be someday I love God for making me who I am and all I've got to say is Dare to live to dream to breathe because you never know what tomorrow will bring... Happy Birthday to Me!
You shall love the Lord with all your heart...
with all your soul and all your might.
»-(¯`v´¯)-»Jù£ïË Ð®ëåm Øñ»-(¯`v´¯)-»
| 2:28 AM
Tell me what u're feeling:
9.27.2005
God makes no mistakes...!
Go to: My Bon Jovi Site!
In My Mind --->C'mom bring it to me cuz I'm always gonna be UNBREAKABLE!
Think Think Think!
Yeaaah back to the nonstop mind... as vezes queria parar de pensar tanto em tudo quando vou dormir ainda to pensando e quando sonho com certeza sonho com meus pensamentos e acordo pensando outra vez... eu tudo em nada... em problemas em solucoes... em planos... !
Ohhhhhhhhhh mine! it's hard sometimes! Tanta coisa acontecendo ao mesmo tempo sim sim to feliz to
jumpy bouncy lol yeahhhhhhhh guess that's what makes life worth living eh!
What's up!
Bom deixa eu ver... meus pais e minha irma viajaram pra Salvador! Aeeeeeeeee coisa boa! Fiquei feliz por eles terem ido e se divertido tanto! :) Thanks manu for everything!... A Reegan comecou ir pro Kindergarten entao agora tenho minhas mornings off e trabalho ate as 7 lol nao sei oque eh melhor hahahahah! Anyway life is good to saving all my money cara porque nao e facil we have to laugh! Fim de semana passado fui andar com a manu e a Olivia pra comprar uns cds no Flea Market hahaha eh ate em Vancouver tem mercado de pulgas alow que tem feito uns dias tao maravilhosos por aqui! Sairam quatro fotos minha no smirkwatch.com lol uma nossa no Live in Big Screen ate a Olivia que nem e fa saiu de gaiato **moderno duas da Reegan hahahaha e uma do Johnny meu dog lindo! Meu sometimes a vida de um fa e engracada!
Not old... Just Older?!
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuu yeah my bday is coming! Vou fazer uma party no restaurante italiano do meu host dad sabado que vem... To me sentindo ultraaa velha fazendo 22 anos hahah como assim?.. + it's fine i'ts fine! Well guess that's it... so + uma coisinha que ja resume minha falta de ciratividade pra escrever ja que tenho TUDO e NADA na cabeca at the same time...
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Freeeeeeeeeeeak Outtttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You shall love the Lord with all your heart...
with all your soul and all your might.
»-(¯`v´¯)-»Jù£ïË Ð®ëåm Øñ»-(¯`v´¯)-»
| 5:45 PM
Tell me what u're feeling:
9.20.2005
God makes no mistakes...!
Go to: My Bon Jovi Site!
In My Mind --->I bend but I don't break
Hey from Vancouver in a rainy day!... Yup Yup summer is over ;( Ooooooooooooooo dear now the rain comes in the wet land! Sooooooooooooo ontem teve
Bon Jovi live on the big screen! que lindo!!!! Amei Amei Amei surtei muito no cinema so dava eu passando mau e os canadenses comportados lol! Anyway chegamos no shopping encontrei com a manu e a Olivia e fomos no washroom lol e tinha uma menina que trabalhava no cinema com um botom liiiindo com o Smirk e a data do show ai eu olhei pra ela dei um flerting com o botom lol ela olhou pra mim super estranho ai eu disse " Sorry i was just looking at ur pin" lol ai ela disse "You want it?" e me deu! Ohhhhhhhh so cute! Na hora que ia entrar pro cinema o povo fez um line up enorme e uma mulher da radio local aqui de Vancouver passou entregando stickers tatoos botons etc da banda! Bom dai entramos passou o clipe de HAND depois a banda explicando sobre as songs e finally o show! :p Ooooooooooooooo I loved it! Eu nao lembro direito o setlist + abriram com Last Man Standing - Bad name - Livin' - Have a nice Day - My life - Saturday Night - Wanted - Who said you can't go home - Raise ur hands - Sleep when I'm dead - Keep the faith - Hey Hey Hey - Bad Medicine essas to me lembrando now!
Good warm up for the tour! Alguem sabe me dizer oque in-house ticketing means? Ta ta for now!
Set List:
LAST MAN STANDING
YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME
LIVIN' ON A PRAYER
BORN TO BE MY BABY
HAVE A NICE DAY
IT'S MY LIFE
THE RADIO SAVED MY LIFE TONIGHT
SOMEDAY I'LL BE SATURDAY NIGHT
WANTED DEAD OR ALIVE
WHO SAYS YOU CAN'T GO HOME
I'LL SLEEP WHEN I'M DEAD
RAISE YOUR HANDS
KEEP THE FAITH
BAD MEDICINE
You shall love the Lord with all your heart...
with all your soul and all your might.
»-(¯`v´¯)-»Jù£ïË Ð®ëåm Øñ»-(¯`v´¯)-»
| 5:43 PM
Tell me what u're feeling:
9.18.2005
God makes no mistakes...!
Go to: My Bon Jovi Site!
In My Mind --->I bend but I don't break
I can see You when I close my eyes
I can feel Your hands moving my life
I feel Your power when I take a deep breath
And when I open my eyes every morning I know You are still... there
I can feel Your spirit guiding my feet
I want to see life tru Your eyes
I praise You for my life praise You in all my moments
And I will take what You think it's best
Because I know You know so much
that I can never ever explain
Thank You for being who You are!
You shall love the Lord with all your heart...
with all your soul and all your might.
»-(¯`v´¯)-»Jù£ïË Ð®ëåm Øñ»-(¯`v´¯)-»
| 2:26 AM
Tell me what u're feeling:
9.13.2005
God makes no mistakes...!
Go to: My Bon Jovi Site!
In My Mind --->I'm gonna live, I'm gonna survive
Don't want the world to pass me by
I'm gonna dream, I ain't gonna die thinking my life was just a lie
I wanna be loved
YAY YAY!!!
Hiiiii ya!!!!!!!!!! What's up? Aeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it's me bouncing back! Tudo de bom!!! Minha vez de postar isso agora! Love you all
Once upon a time...
7 years ago
+ Estava no primeiro colegial e fazia muita bagunca na escola +
+ Sai do pais pela primeira vez +
+ Vi meus primos que nao via a muito tempo +
+ Voltei pra casa e estava muito muito feliz +
+ Deus entrou na minha vida e mudou pra sempre +
5 years ago
+ Me formei no terceiro colegial +
+ Entrei na faculdade e comecei a trabalhar com ingles +
+ Meus priminhos eram quase todos nascidos +
+ Meu maior sonho era ver um show do Bon Jovi +
+ Saia todo dia com a galera da minha igreja +
3 years ago
+ Fui no show do Bon Jovi pela primeira vez +
+ Minha vida virou de ponta cabeca +
+ Conheci meus melhores amigos +
+ Percebi que tudo passa por mais dificil que seja +
+ Continuei lutando por meu maior sonho +
1 year ago
+ Realizei meu maior sonho +
+ Vim pro Canada +
+ Conheci muita gente diferente e aprendi demais +
+ Me apaixonei pela Reegan +
+ Me senti a pessoa mais feliz do mundo +
+ Vi neve pela primeira vez +
This year
+ Minha irma veio me visitar em Vancouver +
+ Fui viajar para lugares que nunca imaginei conhecer +
+ Ainda me considero uma das pessoas mais felizes do mundo +
+ Sinto muita falta da minha familia +
+ Estive e estou perto de pessoas que nunca pensei estar +
+ Fui no show do U2 Avril Lavigne e Backstreet Boys... +
+ Conheci pessoas maravilhosas em Toronto +
+ Lots still to come +
Today
+ Me sentindo bem melhor que ontem +
+ A alguns passos dos meus maiores sonhos +
+ Tentado esperar em Deus +
+ Com muita muita saudade da minha mae +
You shall love the Lord with all your heart...
with all your soul and all your might.
»-(¯`v´¯)-»Jù£ïË Ð®ëåm Øñ»-(¯`v´¯)-»
| 2:48 AM
Tell me what u're feeling:
9.11.2005
Who says you can't go home?
Go to: My Bon Jovi Site!
+ Just a bit of what I am feeling today +
+ Maybe tomorrow I won't feel that way +
+ I know you care +
+ But right now it doesn't feel that way +
+ Open my heart just a little +
+ Miss the ones that LOVE me no matter what +
+ I just want to be loved... +
+ It has to be hard to be worth +
+ Livin' my dream?! +
In My Mind --->I had a roof over head
Had shoes on my feet
Yeah sure I was fed
But no one was there when I was in need... yeah
So who am I now?
Who do you want me to be?
I can forgive but I won't relive you
I ain't the same scared kid I use to be
I'm gonna live, I'm gonna survive
Don't want the world to pass me by
I'm gonna dream, I ain't gonna die thinking my life was just a lie
I wanna be loved
I wanna be loved
I found a picture, our so called family tree... yeah
I broke all the branches looking for answers
Don't you know that it ain't how it supposed to be
I'm gonna live, I'm gonna survive
Don't want the world to pass me by
I'm gonna dream, I ain't gonna die thinking my life was just a lie
I wanna give, I'm ready to try, willing to lay it on the line
I wanna be loved
I wanna be!
I ain't gonna cry, I don't want to scream
But I got so much left unsaid inside of me
You shall love the Lord with all your heart...
with all your soul and all your might.
»-(¯`v´¯)-»Jù£ïË Ð®ëåm Øñ»-(¯`v´¯)-»
| 4:56 AM
Tell me what u're feeling:
9.8.2005
And life goes on and on...
Go to: My Bon Jovi Site!
In My Mind ---> I will go the distance...
No Matter How Far...
morning comes
i wake up and say: good morning sun!
another day
a brand new day
the wind blows the pages of my life out
the sun shines on them and it makes me realize it now
its not like i dont know
just a reminder
new understanding
like mind can get changed
sth lean on
sth to feel safe
feel stronger each day more...
im not done with these words this time
i guess
i just share my point of view with you today
God bless...
hope i come back here pretty soon
i can find time
i can find ways
even though its not everyday i can find reasons
reasons to see out there
i feel blessed to make myself a blast
i cry, hear my cry
i laugh, share my laugh
i wonder why, we start to find
anyway
everyday has its time!
***
lettin you know i didnt expect myself writing this now. just woke up with sth new, sth that makes me feel... as long as we are one, i share with you!
i love u.
your big sister.
I miss you by my side I miss you to understand my silence I miss you to when I look and you're not there I miss you to walk with me I miss you to make me laugh I miss you to cry with me I miss you to "hop on the wind" :) But I know deep in my heart that you are with me every second of my life and I thank you for being you and me I thank God for you and for our friendship that even the days where it's all blue I can smile just with the thought that you are there for me no matter what. I love you sis!
You shall love the Lord with all your heart...
with all your soul and all your might.
»-(¯`v´¯)-»Jù£ïË Ð®ëåm Øñ»-(¯`v´¯)-»
| 5:18 PM
Tell me what u're feeling:
9.5.2005
And life goes on and on...
Go to: My Bon Jovi Site!
In My Mind ---> Can you see me, here I am
I need you like I needed you then
When I feel like giving up
I climb inside your heart and still find
You're my safest place to hide
Garage Sale
Hi babies! Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu abandonei!!! Como assim? E que u know as vezes agente tem que trabalhar ne? hahah! Anyway Gracas a Deus que essas criancas semana que vem voltam pra escola!
YAY! Uhulllllll! Fireworks! ** Kika! lol yeah yeah elas vao pra escola e o verao tambem ta acabando! Ninguem merece!!!! Nao Nao! Muita calma que ja comecou a chover denovo! Outro diz fui no cinema tomei muuuuuuuuita chuva fiquei tao grumpy! Nao vou nem comentar! + tudo bem ne fazer oq? Fui assistir
Wedding Crashers meuuuuuuuu muito funny um dos atores Vince Vaughn! O filme e previsivel + eu curti! Tambem fui ver
War of the Worlds finally + so fui mesmo porque amo a Dakota Fanning aquela menininha fofa... :) Semana passada teve
Garage Sale aqui na rua de casa todas as casas participaram nao parava de chegar gente o dia todo eu ajudei pela manha antes de encontrar a galera em Vancouver umas coisas muuuuito baratas + acabei nem comprando nada porque tenho que economizar alow!
Backstreet is Back Alright!!
Aeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee muita calma que teve show dos Back Street Boys em Vancouver eeeee of course eu tava la! Meuuu eu lembro como eu AMAVA eles tinha fita cd posters e afins la pors meus 14 15 anos sabia todas as musicas gravava os clipes ia pra escola ouvindo no bus e voltava!
Good times! Dai pa achei que deveria ir ver porque afinal ja gostei muito deles... mas nao esperava que ia gostar tanto do show como eu gostei! Meuuuuuuuu um show muito divertido! Eu sabia todas as musicas hahahahaha! Cara todas alow nao teve uma musica das quase duas horas de show que eu nao sabia! E muita calma oque eh o Kevin?! :p Soooooooo hot! hahaha Curti voltei pra minha teen years hahah! Muuuito fun! Tiramos mil fotos e fizemos videos! Achei um show muito bom com luzes e fogos e eles animam a galera interagem e pa gosto de banda que interage com a galera!!! Abriram uma bandeira do Canada!!! lol e mostraram algumas cenas de quando foram pra South America! That's it!!!
Nos na frente do GM Place antes do show!
You shall love the Lord with all your heart...
with all your soul and all your might.
»-(¯`v´¯)-»Jù£ïË Ð®ëåm Øñ»-(¯`v´¯)-»
| 4:56 AM
